I haven’t read the Bible in a couple of days. I haven’t read A Lady in Waiting either. Nor have I pondered one of the psalms. I don’t want to offer excuses, but I’ve been awfully wiped after getting off of work and I’ve been really tired, so I’ve been sleeping in. I know I should make time for God each day, but I haven’t been doing that. I still feel blessed and like I’m in a better place. I still feel God working in my life, bringing things together, and making the pieces fit together, which is far more than I deserve.
I really do feel like I’m in a better place now. I feel more secure in who I am and where I want to go, even though I don’t have many definites about my future, just some vague idea. I feel so much stronger and happier than I was even 5 months ago. I have definitely healed in my summer solitude. I only hope I can continue this happiness during the school year.
Last night I spoke with my roommate for about an hour and a half. We had a really good talk. We talked about our concerns with the future and goals that we have for the upcoming year. We discussed things that happened in the past and caught up on situations that were previously problematic. I know that she isn’t going to be participating in a completely drunken hedonistic lifestyle. But I figure that she won’t be going to church either. I would love for her to start going to church and everything, but I think I can live with her this year, knowing that she isn’t going to be holding drunken orgies at our house.
That’s about all I have to say, other than my dad and I will be going out of town for a couple of days to catch a couple of baseball games. Hopefully I’ll be able to post something on Friday or Saturday.
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